i'll keep your memory vague.

hey everyone, sorry ive been ignoring xanga so much recently. ahah. i made a tumblr, so i've been pretty distracted. follow me? (:
http://kamikaze-rain.tumblr.com/
http://kamikaze-rain.tumblr.com/
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i lie awake and miss you.

so recently, i've been trying to redecorate my bedroom. i'm really really into it. so if you have a tumblr... follow me :D i made an account to keep track of all my bedroom inspiration. it's bedroomproject.tumblr.com. until i can think of a better name at least. :P so that's this post's theme, too. i hope you like it <3

i'll be seeing you.

the notebook :D

day 18 – your favorite birthday, in great detail 

i don't celebrate my birthday so this ones kinda tough for me... i'm gonna go with my 16th birthday? i won't be 16 until august, but since i'll finally be able to drive, it's gonna be great. :D

so, who else agrees the notebook is the best movie of all time? haha (:

i just wanna run.

theme: clothes. :D 

day 16 – your first kiss, in great detail 

oh boyy. haha. my first kiss was with cameron... not very long ago. the end of october. we had been together for three weeks at that point. we had gone to my school's football game -- which we lost miserably, btw, our team sucks :P -- & we were waiting for a ride home afterwards. we were around a corner, away from everybody, on these picnic tables. i sat down on the table with my feet on the benches & he stood and held my hands. we were talking for a few minutes... idr what about. i was sort of nervously rambling because i knew he was going to kiss me. so we were talking... & then he hugged me. our faces were close and then... yeah. lol. he kissed me. apparently i shocked him with how forward i was. he was expecting just a peck, but... it was definitely more than that. haha. but i think i had a pretty amazing first kiss. <3

day 17 – your favorite memory, in great detail 

favorite memory? don't make me pick. lol. i have too many great ones.

hope you liked the post :D

growing up won't bring us down.

black & white theme? (:

day 15 – your dreams, in great detail 

honestly, i have no idea what i want in life. idk what college i want to go to, what i want to major in, anything. but i want to get out of ohio. move to chicago, maybe -- near the lake would be nice. we'd have amazing summers & white winters. a house, a husband, a few kids, some dogs. a fireplace, big big windows. we don't have to be rich, but some extra money would be nice. i love shopping too much for that. :p haha. 

hope you liked this. what other themes do you wanna see?